31st January

I am tired.

Another food parcel today. I am truly grateful for peoples generosity.

This month, i have struggled with the money given (although still grateful for it) due to Christmas and it’s expectations.

You look at things people see as a luxury like Fruit and Veg, Meat, things people take for-granted but lets be honest are a requirement for a healthy lifestyle,

Being able to see your kids, having them stay over, having the money to be able to pick them up after fixing the car.  To be able to fix the car and keep it in a safe condition.

The nastiness and hidden bigotism and abuse people put each other through for the sake of money, like fish fighting over food in a glass tank. I bet the fu**ers in Westminster love this.

F*ck you. I am going to do everything i can to disrupt and counteract your inability to deal with shit and do whats RIGHT.

I am tired of fighting people because of a situation, that to be honest doesn’t even require you to be un-civil.

Example: Divorce does not need to be uncivilised, especially when you have kids.

I heard the phrase “it’s divorce” for the second time, the first time was by the copper that visited due to my “domestic abuse” claim.  whether it is ‘divorce’ or not, people with disabilities (physical or otherwise) are still protected.

Mental, Emotional, Sexual and physical abuse are just that, abuse.

I am tired of being the target of abuse and judgement, of listening to people like the government, say one thing but do another, then listening to the vacasious people repeating it like mind blended drones.

I am not going to give up cos i am tired i will get my second, third, fourth (however many it takes) wind to get to the truth.

The truth has no feelings, it doesn’t care what it is, it just is and i am trying to teach my kids that the more you lie, the more trouble you get in.

i repeat to myself that “this is an experience” one that will help you to help others.  Well i don’t care for it, what is worse that some people only know this, nothing else, no support. I am sick to death of people suffering at the hands of a few psychopaths and sychophants.

I have goals, I will achieve them, i will enlarge those goals  to protect and help as many people that need it.